I Want It All...

Why is it when you're seemingly "in love" everything else takes a back seat? Why cant we balance work, friends, social life and still maintain a long distance relationship? Trust?

Saw some friends this week, and got the usual ribbing... "ohhhh look! it a rare sighting of a curly-headed taurean"! i miss my friends - it's as if i live two lives. it pisses me off that i cant balance both without one affecting the other.

perhaps it's harder when you're so far apart and you want to be accountable for your whereabouts. perhaps it's still so new and we're so far apart i don't want to miss any opportunity i have to spend with him. even if it's online.

And, do not forget LAUGHTER...